Wednesday, May 5, 2010

alumnae ritual

BY TRACY NGUYEN, but because blogpost can be horribly confounding, posted by Carmen. :]
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So I wrote this poem in June Jordon's Poetry for the People in Spring 2009. I dunno why i never read it to you all....but I finally read it last night at Alumnae Ritual (which was amaaazing and beautiful <3). And mary requested i post the poem. So here it iz! dedicated to the c/o 2010

Title: Greek

these mass produced

overpriced

sweatshop

royal purple

silver lined

greek letters

on black sweatshirt

read

phi

nu

Xi

packaging

stamping

labeling

ME

sorority girl


these four inch block letters

across my chest

dress me

in drunken frat houses

cute pink tops

and short clubbing outfits

before

I even

walk into a room


my jet black hair paints me asian

as my english vernacular releases my american.

my yellow skin

highlights hyphenated identity

a second generation

asian american

model minority


I do math as good as ancestors

and earn straight As

that allow me to pave ways to med school

I silence my voice behind passive hesitations

I speak vietnamese as my native tongue

But I wear greek on my body


this sweatshirt

represses

my

Identity

into

manufactured cottons

of

asian american sorority stereotype


every morning before I get dressed

i hesitate to dress in these purple letters

that perpetuate preconceived

presumptions of

who I am

under

my sweater


but now, I walk into classrooms

daring folks to judge me

i wear my sweater to rallies and

pump fists that speak to justice

to oscar grant

to israel and palestine

and human genocide


as they ask me about phi nu xi

I say:

we rant on blogs about issues

to practice freedoms of speech

encourage momentous movements that

that liberate our minds

revitalize revolutions not to make solutions

but to BE a solution


we attend overpopulated

underresourced classrooms

and uplift minds that otherwise

cannot find

anyone else

who can tell them

yes

you can.


my sisters and I

educate each other

a self-taught curriculum

that teachers in classrooms

cannot give us


empowered as womyn

we define multiculturalism

not only by different skin

eyes

hair

or language

we define multiculturalism

as ONE same passionate blood line
wearing the same sweater


These purple letters do not read

Phi nu xi.

It reads ONE.